Four new cards (well, not that new….)

I created these cards a good few weeks ago now.  I am still in my dark grey hole of inertia.  It feels like my body and brain have hit a brick wall and my creativity lies just beyond that wall but I haven’t got the energy or motivation to get over it.  I will get back into it.  But at the moment I feel like I haven’t got the stamina or determination that is necessary to be a success in a ridiculously competitive area.  You need to be strong and confident and determined, whereas I feel like I crumple into a ball of apathy and self-doubt at the slightest mishap.  Well ok, it’s not the slightest mishap.  I’ve just had my fifth miscarriage.   But I know some people would be frenziedly drawing away to distract themselves from the sadness, whereas the only thing I feel like doing is curling up in a ball, reading a good book and eating my own bodyweight in chocolate.  Very soothing, but not very constructive or creative…..